Or perhaps a more advantageous and precise question would be…
What is your favorite super power?
Cause boy howdy if we are not all blessed with MANY!
My favorite of all the super powers I have, is my ability to discern and ascertain, almost instantly, someone else’s current state of being.
For my entire existence I have had the keen ability to feel another’s feelings so profoundly that I can sense their mood, attitude, the deepest recesses of their emotions, the moment I walk into their presence.
Through the decades I have learned that one of my favorite gifts that comes with this super power is the potential to alter and impact those feelings…
elevating when they are down, bringing calm when emotions are flared, balancing the chaos, lightening the heavy…
Typically this is achieved by my staying calm, full of love, being astute, present, but neutral~knowing these are their feelings not my own, praying for guidance as I maneuver the unseen, and more times than not, accomplishing it all without the need of words.
My super power has allowed me to live my entire life from a heart centered space.
It is magnificent and one that I would not trade even for those of Superman or Wonder Woman. Although I really would enjoy playing around with that gals bullet deflecting bracelets and magical tiara that so slyly functions as a boomerang.
Now my super powers, just like Superman and Wonder Woman, my favorite one in particular, has weaknesses.
His, as we know, is kryptonite and if those indestructible bracelets of hers get bound together…poor child’s awesome powers are completely lost.
Mine, however, comes from a couple of sources.
First source of weakness…
when I am not well rested or completely run down. When this happens I am just no good to myself or anyone else.
Second when I have not spent time alone in mediation. For I’m left feeling untethered and unable to accurately hone in on feelings.
Lastly, and thankfully, this is the most unlikely weakness to be breached, especially when the other two weaknesses are strong and in tact…
is when my own feelings have been hurt.
Have found when it is the latter, I tend to quickly and quietly withdraw. For it is a difficult task to feel another’s feeling, when I am overwhelmed with my own. This form of retreating, is the way I’ve always handled my undesired emotions. This is the way that I can accurately understand and manage the upheaval of that which customarily stable. This is the way that feels the most comfortable…the most safe. This, I am finding, is not how I want to continue as I transform (my word for 2018) into all that I have been created to be.
I figure, in order for me to continue to grow in and fortify my super powers that I must consistently strengthen them. So today, and every day that comes after, when I feel like cocooning in… I will take a moment, access my super power and see if my own hurt emotions can be fully felt, duly managed, without the need to retreat. It is a promise I make to myself, more importantly it is a promise I make to those I love. It is a somewhat scary undertaking that is well outside my comfort zone. But I liken it to Wonder Woman allowing me to play dress up with all her accessories. Without the ability to be vulnerable how can we ever truly understand our strengths and appreciate the super powers we have been given.